I couldn't sleep that night, thinking about his voice the whole time. Nothing really happened; I just felt guilty for loving him, and because of how he sounded… he knew it. That's why he threatened me.

It took me forever to shower and get dressed. I can't believe I have to face it so soon, thinking about how I want to face it.

As I got out of the taxi, my body trembled the moment the guards opened the gate. I stood there for several seconds before going in. I took a deep breath. Why are you pan