I'm sitting in front of the computer, watching the youtube, and thinking, oh my God, this rapa deep in the woods, taking new victims every day.     The entire Brazilian people following the boy's saga day after day running away from the police through the forest, while he runs away, I revisit everything I experienced on the streets.     Dangerous outlaws commenting on their crimes and laughing at their victims, sleeping beside us and protecting us from people like them and even from themselves.         I witnessed so many things in the past, I was suffocated with fear, hearing and seeing things I didn't want to see and hear.     Today I look around and see hardworking and honest people, my only contact with