Perhaps nothing really happened between her and Aurum. Logically, there was no time for anything to happen.
If Shawn's bodyguard had arrived just a bit later, then it would have truly happened, with no chance of redemption.
Now, all signs were pointing to her innocence.
However, Shawn had seen with his own eyes that nishe, her and Aurum lying on the bed, embracing each other, barely clothed.
"Anger, but more than that, heartache and self-blame. Blaming myself for not protecting you that you