It has been two weeks since I gave myself to Yazahib. Two weeks in which he is jealous and I want to dominate myself. We argue a lot about his possessiveness, he really is very controlling, but still I love him like I have never loved anyone.
My best friend helped me get a pill to avoid getting pregnant. Now I am taking care of myself behind Yazahib's back to avoid getting pregnant. My friend reproaches me and disagrees with what I do, but I can't have a baby, not so soon. I can keep it from Yazahib and when it's safe we'll have a baby.
Everything in the university is going well, I still have my good grades. Same at work. Even if Yazahib wants me to quit, I don't. I like my job and I will never quit. Yazahib has not been to the bar because of his work, he has been very busy and that has given me the opportunity to dance freely.
"Teddy, come here" my Darling calls me "look where you came from," he says excitedly. "I walk up t
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Chapter 10
Smiling, I approach my boyfriend, when he sees me, he removes the mobile from his ear and looks at me seriously. I gradually erase my smile, I don't like his gesture. I look at my friends and they are also serious."Hi honey," I go over to give him a kiss and he dodges me."Where the hell were you?" He asks me hoarsely. "You were on that damn scene?" My heart starts to beat fast. If Yazahib found out that I danced for a male Publius, he would go crazy. "Answer!"I was startled, despite the music, his voice penetrates deeply into my ears, "I was on my rest Yazahib," I look at him with a frown."Where the hell is your cell phone then?" He asks, taking a step in my direction.“I left it on the bar, I'm sorry,” he takes me by the arm and walks in the direction of the office, “Yazahib no… you can't come in here, you'll get me kicked out… you can't do this,” I try to stop him but I can't, he's
Chapter 11
With each passing day, Yazahib becomes more possessive and controlling, the story of my life lately.Yazahib makes me very happy, I cannot deny that, and although I would like a little more freedom… I am not complaining at all. Yazahib pampers me, he fills me with attention and he gives me everything he wants to give me. He now wants me to stop serving tables at parties that hire bar services, he doesn't want me to work anywhere. He prefers me to be home all day and wait for him like a well behaved girl, but I can't do it, I want to work and not just go to college.Yazahib has not yet introduced me to his friends or those close to him, he simply does not introduce them out of jealousy.My Darling is fascinated with my relationship, he makes him very happy that I am in good hands, he even reproaches me for taking contraceptive pills. Yazahib wants to get me pregnant at all costs and he still doesn't know that I'm avoiding it."My men w
Chapter 12
The man is holding on to the table but he doesn't do it well and he steps back, I quickly drop the tray and go over to hold him.His daughter and Yazahib's ex-wife just scream in horror."Come on man, breathe," I beg the elderly man, “I'm not a ghost,” the security and my companions arrive with alcohol promptly.When the man seems to stabilize, security helps him sit up, I kneel in front of him "are you okay sir? Can I do something for you?” The man looks at me strangely.In his eyes there is shock, bewilderment and I can say what joy, which I do not understand why."Daddy you scared me" the blonde pushes me almost knocking me to the floor. I get up and turn away from them, the man does not stop looking at me.“Go Dani,” Caroline approaches me, “you seem to dazzle them all.”Looking at her with a serious gesture, I take my tray and smile at her, “first of all, my name is Daniel.And
Chapter 13
The day finally arrived, today is my first day at work.Today I will work for the most important businessman, Yazahib Meyer, my boyfriend and the love of my life.I am very nervous to know exactly what I will do in that imposing building that is the center of all the projects. Yazahib has given up on the idea of going to a doctor about the pregnancy. I was able to convince him that it was not necessary to go to a doctor, I promised him that when he least expected it I would get pregnant and we would have a baby.Simone, Russa and Will, they reproach me for the lie that I am keeping and I force them to keep it too.They want me to tell Yazahib the truth, but I can't do something like that. Yazahib would be very angry to know that I am taking care not to go pregnant.I really don't know how angry he could get over my lie. On the other hand I am making plans for my aunt to come live with me in the United States.I don't want her to work in
Chapter 14
"Hey buddy," says the redhead smiling, I can feel Yazahib tense without being aware of what is happening, I only see his broad back when he stands in front of me to prevent his friend from looking at me.“Colleague?You've looked at my wife for too long,” he says in an annoyed tone, “listen well to what I'm going to say Derek," I try to stop him but he won't let me. “I've brought her with you because you're the best for you to teach her, but if I see that you look inappropriately at my girlfriend, I'll break your face.Understood?” He snorted in frustration.Yazahib is never measured when it comes to demonstrating his possessiveness."Easy friend, I would never disrespect your girlfriend" says the other man in a calm tone. He seems to be used to Yazahib's fury by now."I must go baby" Yazahib turns and looks me in the eye, he's not quite sure what he's doing, “this is an opportunity for you to be the first
Chapter 15
Ready in the car with my boss we go to the place where I will start my first field work. I'm a bit nervous so I just stare out the window. Despite being Yazahib Meyer's girlfriend, I'm very scared. I don't want my career to depend on him, I don't want them to just correct me when I do something wrong just because I'm the girlfriend of the overlord."I think I shouldn't have taken you out of the office" Derek's voice reaches my ears, I look at him confused, "you've come with office attire, where we are going is an open mud and we'll get dirty too."I look at my clothes and it's true, my dress is professional, “can you turn left?" I ask him before reaching the detour, "come on, do it" I order hastily.He was confused but does it, “why have I done that?" I laughed amused, “no joke, you just said it and I did it," he looks at the road with an incredulous face."I know, it is a gift. I am a weapon of seduction that controls men at
Chapter 16
When we get to Yazahib's house, Simone and I were already calmer.Angry with my boyfriend I get out of the car and together with my friend we go home followed by Yazahib who tries to hold my hand."Daniel!" Yazahib protests when I don't allow him to touch me, “I'm talking to you,” without paying attention to what he says, I keep hugging my friend."Teddy, you must talk to him. You know Yazahib only takes care of you," I look at my friend with a frown, “don't look at me like that, Yazahib loves you, go and talk to him,” furious, I go to the room to change my clothes.I am not talking to Yazahib, I am already tired of his behavior."Are you going to ignore me?" Yazahib grabs my arm and turns me. "What do you think you're doing?"I smile looking into his eyes, “I do not want to talk to you, leave me alone,” I let go of him and continue looking for the clothes that I will wear to be at home.“Do
Chapter 17
The days go by and with it comes loneliness, Yazahib has been pulling away from me, he is pulling away and its hurting me every time he looks at me indifferently. I know I did something that he didn't like, but he also behaved unacceptably and hurt me with the way he acted. I don't know what else to do, he has become more possessive, more jealous and more controlling. I do not allow it and I make it clear that he will not dominate me anymore, but that does not matter to him, it is simply shared in the wrong way.I no longer work directly with Derek, now I work with Yazahib, I am his assistant and that job is stressful for both of us. If we go to a meeting with his colleagues, he doesn't let any of them look at me for more than a second. If I have to talk to my co-workers, Yazahib comes in to make sure everyone stays away from me. It's torture being in a fight with my boyfriend, it's really a torture."You should take off that suit." I roll my eyes and keep combin