After I left Alessandro's apartment, I quickly got into a taxi and went home. We had an incredible night and being in his arms again was wonderful. But I was very hurt and I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive him. I left a goodbye note, I decided to give myself to him for the last time, to say goodbye to my love. Now it was really over.

I cried the whole taxi ride and the driver offered me help a few times, looking at me worriedly in the rearview mirror. While I was in the taxi, I called Melissa and asked her to get the girls together. I needed support and, despite having known the others for such a short time, we got along well. It would be good to talk a little and clear my mind.

When I got home, Pedro had already had lunch and was watching cartoons on TV with Lygia. I took a shower and sat with my son for a while. Lygia noticed that I was upset and said that I should go out and clear my head. We had already arranged with her to spend the whole weekend, because Mel said we w