“Alessandro”

I was sitting in a dark room in my apartment. I couldn’t look at my bed without remembering the incredible night I had with Catarina, feeling despair take over me knowing that it had been a huge lie. How could she do this to me? I was consumed by the pain of that woman’s betrayal.

Ever since that party years ago, the day my parents died, I hadn’t gotten involved with anyone, I said I wouldn’t fall in love after being abandoned by that woman. But then I let Catarina into my life and so quickly, in fact I didn’t let her, she simply arrived and took up all the space. And she was the snake that struck and completely devastated me.

I was in heaven today and suddenly I was pulled into hell. When the hacker called me saying that only Patrício, Mari and I were going, because he already knew where the information had been leaked, I couldn’t imagine that it had been precisely her, the woman I was in love with.

When I read those emails I felt like a steamroller was going over me. I