Marina was panicking, but Olivia was relatively calmer. Olivia was sure the outcome would be the same if Ethan had to pick between them.

She could feel herself back in the freezing waters of the ocean when she closed her eyes. She could picture Ethan swimming resolutely toward Marina.

That incident haunted Olivia for an entire year. She had just gotten over it. She was about to start over.

"Why …" Olivia muttered.

"Why what?" the person asked.

Olivia raised her chin slightly. Even thou