LillieGetting my courage up and getting out at once is what I should do. I've been in the bathroom for almost an hour or so, or that's what I saw on my watch. He told me to take a shower to feel more comfortable and relaxed, but neither that nor anything else calms my nerves.I'm a coward.I was supposed to have already decided to give myself to him, but I'm still so afraid. It's because of many things, not only because of the fact that I will lose my virginity, but also because I will give myself for the first time to a man, something that means much more to me. Not only that, but also what I'm starting to feel for him.I always waited for the right man, the one who might become my husband, if it ever happened, but that idea evaporated little by little when I saw the situation my sister lived with her ex-boyfriend. That made me fearful and distrustful of men. For that reason, I mostly stay away from them. I could never have a relationship with anyone. However, now I feel it is diffe

DanteThe drive was a bit long, as we had been silent the whole time since we got in the car. I didn't know what to say to him, not after what had happened the night before between us. It was something I was really looking forward to, but now I feel like it's different. It's not like in the beginning, when I wanted to fuck her for a whole night, and after I had my fill of her, dump her like I did all the time with other women. With her, however, it's different. Lillie is not like the others. I don't know exactly what this is that I feel. For that reason, I know it's not the same. I can't wait to make her mine again. I realized that she was a virgin and that I was the first. I don't know why she didn't tell me. Maybe that would have helped so I wouldn't have pushed her as hard as I did on many occasions.I had to find out the instant I made her mine and I found out today when I woke up and saw the sheets a little blood stained. Instead of having sex with her, I made love to her, I gues

DanteShe is standing in the showers. Her luscious naked body is available for me to take right here. Right in front of my eyes is that simple figure, but before my eyes I look at her lush, like no other woman.There is no more sensual beauty than a sexy woman without trying too hard to be sexy.I have been standing here for a few minutes, at a distance where she cannot see me. I watch as she showers in silence. My eyes wander all over her curves. The bubbles from the soap run all over her skin. My desire starts to increase more. I want to get closer to follow the trail of lather so I can caress her softness, but I can only watch her from where I stand.Her golden hair, which I love, is wet and falls to her shoulders and back. She's on her back, so I have a great view of her round, shapely ass, which drives me crazy. I can't wait to squeeze it between my hands again. Her body is great, beautiful and perfect. I could go on for hours looking at her like this, never tiring of it. There's

LillieI know it's silly to argue with him. He always gets away with it. No matter how much he insists, he always comes out on top. Despite hating his stubbornness, I admit that I like that he takes care of me. No one outside of my family has taken care of me or taken care of me. He's the first man in my life, and he's not just any man. I'm not saying that because he's a mafioso, but because of his personality, his roughness, his attractiveness, his malicious side and his sweet side. I discovered that he has a good side, and that's what makes me fall, or rather what already made me fall.We arrived at the hospital. As soon as he pulls into the parking lot, I don't think anymore and try to open the door to get out. I don't want to leave without saying anything, but I don't know what to say. He didn't say anything during the whole trip, apart from our little discussion. When I'm about to leave, he grabs my forearm to pull me back and stop me."Are you leaving without saying goodbye?"His

LillieI arrive at the waiting room and see my sister sitting there. I approach her, hoping she doesn't notice that I've just had sex. According to Dante, it's obvious, but maybe he just said that to tease me."Alex," I call out as I approach her. "How's Mom?" I hug her.We exchange greetings as usual."She's a little better.""So, what was so urgent?""We need to take Mom abroad," she says, confusing me. I don't understand. "She's stable, but only for now. The operation was successful, but the tumor spread to another part of her body. The doctors here recommended other specialists, but they can only be found in Europe."All of this bewilders me. The optimism I had diminishes with this bad news. Knowing that my mother has relapsed into that cursed illness hurts, but I have to stay strong for her.My sister mentioned Europe. Italy is in that continent. Maybe Dante can help me; this way, I won't have to be separated from him every time he returns to his country."I know someone who can