It was a black notebook.

"Avery, I haven't drawn the lines for you because I was being considerate of your three children. You all need to live on without Elliot." Gary's words were like bullets. "You should be able to recognize his handwriting. He has written down the names of the people that matter most to him, and your name isn't there. Whether he is dead or alive, you are no longer on his mind!"

Avery took the notebook and opened it to find Elliot's handwriting. She was well familiar with