When Lily heard that voice in the small room, she cowered into a ball in fear. Holden was not that perverted to truly have people over to take their turns on her. However, he did let a group of men come to laugh at her that she was already a completely useless woman. After they were done laughing at her, the room would be locked again.
There were times where he did not give her any food for a couple of days. When she was so hungry that she could not even straighten her back, she would call out