She wished that he didn't love her as much so that he wouldn't be so sad.
She wished she could grow old with him. She wished she could see the birth of her three children. But sadly, that day would never come.
She told him that she would never leave him. She told him that she wouldn't abandon him if he didn't abandon her first.
But today, she broke her promise.
The moment she released the handbrake, she recalled something Master Zack had once said to her. The old man said he wanted to make a