Days had already passed. I locked myself inside this room and wouldn't leave for anything. I was drowning in sadness. I missed Oliver… and Noah. Oh, Noah… how must my little piece of a human be? Today, he would complete another month of life and start food introduction. I had been waiting for this day—I would sit with him in the garden and offer his first little piece of fruit.

I felt like I was falling apart. So many times I thought about calling the farm, but I was terrified that Liana would