The weekend was chaos. I was trying to get my thoughts in order. We got the girls together on Sunday and I told them what was going on. Soon a dispute began to see who would be the godmother, everyone agreed that Mel was already Pedro's godmother, so she was out of the running. I asked Virgínia not to tell Levy, I would do it myself. And everyone swore not to tell anyone, respecting my decision to keep Alessandro from finding out.

On Monday I was a wreck. Tired and distracted. I felt almost unc