I was alone with Mr. Lund and a certain nervousness reigned within me, tomorrow I would go to my ordinary life, therefore, I knew that today what I came to do from the beginning would happen.Mr. Lund approached me and took my hand, then led me to my room, he was about to leave, but I stopped him thinking that he would not take what was rightfully his by making me cancel the deal.- Where does it go?- You are too nervous, so it's best that nothing happens, I know you don't want to give your virginity and I don't judge you....He was about to speak when I raised my hand to interrupt him, I wanted the deal to close, so I would have to put aside my nerves and discomfort.- From the beginning I knew what I was coming to, so don't worry too much, I need the money urgently and you have to take what you paid for.I took his hand and pulled him into my room to get on with the act, sat on the bed and folded my hands in an obvious gesture of nervousness, then Mr. Lund pulled out his cell phone

My whole body ached and I needed to take something to continue with what awaited me. I fell asleep again, but after a while I woke up to get up and saw that Mr. Lund was no longer by my side.I got up and went to the room to get the injections, then Mr. Lund came out to meet me with a tray bringing food.- Good morning - he said - How did you wake up?- Good morning, sore but fine.- I will look for some painkillers to make the pain go away.- No need, I have some injections in what is my temporary room, so I will inject myself.- By yourself? - he said to me almost with his eyes out - if you want I can do it.- It is not necessary, I can inject myself.I went into my room; however, Mr. Lund came in behind me, I prepared the injection and he was so insistent on injecting me that I finally agreed.- Do you know how to inject," I asked.- Yes," he said half-confidently.- Are you sure?- Yes - he told me in the same way.- Let's see, tell me where you are going to put the needle.- In t

- You can't do this to me Lucia, I have nowhere to go," he said, "I am your mother, don't forget that.- ¿Y? That's not my problem Lina, it's yours - I told her coldly - don't make me lose what little patience I have for you.- I am your mother - she repeated - you owe me your life.I started to laugh and got up from where I was sitting to approach her, who backed away due to the fear she was prey to.- You are not my mother, you just gave birth to me. There is a huge difference between both things - I told her serenely - you never served neither as a daughter, nor as a mother nor as a human being, you were always a shit and you come to play the victim. The only good thing that came out of you was me, and for this that with time you turned me into a person without a soul, what is happening to you is what you sowed and you are finally reaping it.I sat back in my seat and when I looked at her, I arched an eyebrow. I hated repeating things, but hey, what can you do.- Get out of my hous

I went to the lawyer who did my university papers to authenticate my diplomas and then I went to the national registry in the capital to register them. All this I did with my car and it was easier to get around, although I was always asking for directions, since I don't know this place well.I went looking for jobs at the various hospitals where I left my resume and so I went around to various places to see where they needed to hire a licensed critical care specialist. I went to see the house and the progress I was making. When I got out of the car I was surprised, because I was very advanced. The architect approached me calmly as he looked at the infrastructure.- Do you like it?I nodded and smiled, I went inside where there was absolutely nothing because all the stuff was moved to a storage room.- When will it be ready - I asked and he told me the beginning of next month - very well, give me your number so we can be in contact.We exchanged numbers and then I left, when I got home

I told the salesman the brand I wanted and then went to the jeep. I drove to the sea, where I started smoking while crying. I only did this when I was frustrated, because in a way, ironically, it gave me a break.Since I had not touched a cigarette for many years, I began to cough, but this disappeared after the fourth cigarette consumed. My cell phone began to ring and I saw that it was the house, I didn't want to answer it; however, I didn't want to worry the little girl any more.- Leave me alone - I told her - go to sleep, she's not here yet.I hung up and I could hear her affected, I didn't want to leave just like that to go home, besides I considered it necessary that there was a space for my anger to go down. I didn't like to argue with her; however, when she was like that, I couldn't remain indifferent and let everything go easily.I smoked until I finished the box of cigarettes, got up and began to take off my clothes to enter the water. A chill ran through my body as I felt