I told the salesman the brand I wanted and then went to the jeep. I drove to the sea, where I started smoking while crying. I only did this when I was frustrated, because in a way, ironically, it gave me a break.

Since I had not touched a cigarette for many years, I began to cough, but this disappeared after the fourth cigarette consumed. My cell phone began to ring and I saw that it was the house, I didn't want to answer it; however, I didn't want to worry the little girl any more.

- Leave me