The following day:

Yesterday I couldn't admit to Lucas that I was nervous, but today I can't even hide it from myself while my trembling hands zip up my black dress that reaches above my knees. I try to calm down, but it's practically impossible; everything begins today. I pray to myself that I can stay in control of the situation for as long as possible. One last time, I take a deep breath, look at myself in the mirror, and grab my bag to leave my room. Today is the b