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Damn German
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A favor
LillieShe left me baffled with all her phony acting. My family bought into all the kindness he showed them. Plus, they freak out about him. On that note, I understand them. I can say that some other time it happened with me too, but I don't have to let that happen again. I can't indulge him in whatever he wants. If I do, he'll think he has the upper hand with me and he'll think he'll have me eating out of his hand. I have to think smart and shrewd. I need to, as all this is confusing me. I can't believe that in the short time he has been gone I am already starting to miss him. It's stupid and senseless, but something in me changes.I have a headache from not having slept very well. My mind kept thinking about him, so I couldn't get to sleep. My sister gave me something for the pain. I meet her in the kitchen preparing breakfast. Today is Sunday, so she's not working, so it's her turn to cook.-Everything all right? -I ask her when I notice she is distracted.-Yes, why shouldn't I be?
Demon
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Exposed to danger
Lillie-I insist we should leave," I say as we enter the place my friend dragged me to. I don't like it here.-Stop complaining. -She pulls my arm to move me forward. We're not staying, I'll just check if she's cheating on me and then we'll leave.I snort in annoyance.My friend is getting obsessed with that guy. It's the first time she's done this. She's never gone to the extent of keeping tabs on one of her conquests or boyfriends or whatever they mean to her before.The place is very different from the place we usually work. This is a table dance, but one of those low key ones. Where we work we only dance without taking off our clothes and other girls offer escort service. Sleeping with the clients is not allowed. Here, apparently, it's the opposite. On the dance floor there are half-naked girls and others sitting next to or on top of their clients. They grope them. There are some who even have sex in the aisles, I say this because just now we passed a couple moaning as they moved
My savior
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Feelings
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Our first time
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