Mason narrates:

I think I've been sitting on the deck for an hour and a bit now. I've been thinking about what just happened with my wife, what I couldn't do.

I couldn't live with myself having kissed her in the state she's in. I am one hundred percent sure that she will not remember tomorrow anything she said and did tonight. At least since we went to the room.

I get up because I don't want them to think something bad happened, go up to our room and walk in very slowly. Paige is still aslee