"Heitor"

I got phenomenally drunk last night! I didn't even recognize myself anymore; I was devastated. I went to Alessandro's house to visit the babies, but as I was arriving, Samantha was leaving; she didn't even give me a chance to talk to her. I saw her get in her car and drive away, and I stood there for several minutes. I was in limbo, completely devastated. I didn't even go inside the house; I went back to my car and went to the hotel.

I went to my room and, like every other night, start