"Samantha"

When Heitor took me out of the bathroom, I was completely confused. What would happen next? I couldn't contain myself and told him everything, which left me mortified. He held me tightly in his arms and talked nonstop about his fear of losing me, but at no point during what happened did he come to me and ask if I was okay. So how could he expect me to believe his desperation was for me?

Maybe he was only there with me out of some kind of moral responsibility because I'm pregnant. Alessandro was going to marry that woman because he thought she was pregnant; maybe Heitor shares his friend's sense of responsibility.

Ah! I was completely confused and didn't know what to believe. After eating, I lay down on the living room sofa and closed my eyes. I wanted to think and clear my mind. Heitor lay down with me and hugged me. He didn't allow me to question what I was doing or push him away, he just stayed close to me. As the day began to dawn, I remembered the conversation I'd had w