After I realized the need for change and gave up the uncontrollable search for sex, I was definitely free from the evil desires that permeated my mind and let me see nothing but the immorality in which I lived in slavery. However, as a result of that, I also lost the desire to share my life with other people and I opted for solitude, I got used to living alone, with no one around.

I learned to enjoy the silence and my ears were inflamed to the point that I could no longer bear the best