Two weeks later... Narrated by Paige:It has been two crazy and hectic weeks, going back and forth thanks to Emily. If she takes me shopping for one more day, I swear I'll end up in a psychiatric hospital. It's incredible how much she had planned, and I'm not really a fan of this kind of thing.We have one day left before we leave, and the funny thing is that Emily told Mason she would sleep at his place tonight because we won't see each other for a long time. Simba is staying with her too. So, we'll leave this house and head straight to the airport. Also, it's strange that I saved the salon appointment for today but not the waxing and everything else. Today, after breakfast, we're going to the hair salon that my mother-in-law booked for me. We arrive at a large and beautiful place.Everyone who works here is attractive, as they say. A lady greets Emily and then me, calling over a guy dressed in a fuchsia shirt with a tiger-patterned scarf."Hello, beautiful," he says, smiling at Emil

P.O.V PaigeThe next day I wake up and when I go downstairs, I realize Mason is not home. I don't call or text him. I just eat my breakfast as if nothing is going on.Emily tells me to go get my bags that in a few minutes we have to leave. Before I go upstairs, I go to the yard to get my baby, I see him playing with my father-in-law and I smile at how happy he is.When he sees me, he comes running to me and I let him lick me. I am going to miss him a lot, there is no doubt about that. I go upstairs to get my things with mixed feelings, I don't want to leave him alone for so long. Does it make me feel bad to do so? Is it possible that mothers feel the same way when they leave their children alone for work or trips, like mine?I go downstairs again with my bags, my insurance puts them in the car and says goodbye right away, since he will stay with Simba, so he won't miss our absence.I hug him and thank him for everything he does for my baby. On the way to the airport Emily gives me adv

Mason narrates:Calling Peyton, I feel like she took it too well, I told her I was confused about my feelings, that I would like to have some time. To take advantage of the trip to clarify how I felt about her, and her response was "Sure love, I understand.- Sure love, I understand, would you like to talk to me when you get back?When I heard that I was a little surprised, I expected some kind of complaint from her, especially when we were together before I came. That she would feel used or something like that. In my mind I prepared many explanations, which I didn't have to give.Now I find myself preparing the date, I want everything to be perfect for both of us, a special night.On the other hand, I have been thinking about what will happen between us, I don't want this to be something sexual. I want to go slow with her, make her fall in love and then maybe just maybe we can be together when we get back to reality. I have been thinking so much that I feel like I am with Peyton out

Mason narrates:We've been on the road for a month now, admittedly these days have been perfect. I haven't thought about anything other than what's going to happen to the relationship we're forming with Paige.We are still having breakfast in Paris; we have not moved from here at Paige's request. I'm happy to oblige her wishes, all her wishes.I have made a decision about what will happen when we leave home, which is that I love her, and I want to be with her. I will talk to Peyton when I return and explain to her that even though I feel indebted to her for all the time she has had to wait I cannot be.with her without loving her. With how well she took the news of the time she needed I think she has also been in doubt about how she felt about me.I am determined to continue with Paige to be happy with her, it is the best I can do. I can't live a charade with Peyton, I will only make us both suffer. Me because I don't love her and her because she will be with someone who doesn't love

Mason narrates:I finish work and I'm surprised I haven't heard from Paige; we were supposed to have lunch together. However, at the last minute she told me she couldn't make it because of an appointment she had forgotten about.I notice her voice is strange, I have a feeling that something is not right with her.I hurry to leave work to go home, I hope to meet her there and see her. I miss her, even though it's only been hours without seeing her. After a month of being together 24 hours a day, I feel that I miss her presence by my side.I am completely in love with Paige, I have no doubt about it. In thinking a lot about the whole Peyton and pregnancy thing, I think I have made the right decision on that subject.I will talk to Paige, although I don't know how she will take the news I can't keep hiding this. Regardless of what Peyton decides, it's something I can't hide forever. Somehow, she will find out and I'd rather it be from me than from third parties.On the way home she bough