We have been sitting on a park bench with a sea view for more than an hour. We are both in complete silence, watching the sunset, and I guess we are thinking exactly the same thing. We have been speechless since we left the doctor's office with the news that we are having twins.

In my case, I am terrified. Having a baby seemed like a huge responsibility, and it scared me, but now with two, I just want to run away.

"Are you scared?" Lucas asks me, finally breaking the silence, and for some reaso