Sooner or later it would all fall apart and she would end up heartbroken.That would happen, nothing could be avoided.Rashid's cold heart was still only stone, huge quartz stuck in his chest. I don't know, it broke easily, it didn't open for a single second, and I knew I would never let it in. His destiny was inevitably marked by a decision that would have to change, but everything became confusing when he reflected in depth. Then she wouldn't have a baby inside her anyway, she wouldn't exist.Without realizing a tear came out."Oh no, did I say something wrong?"“It's not that, that's what every second that passes I am more convinced that I made a mistake in accepting what Rashid offered me, all this that is happening is also my fault. Honestly I was too hasty in making the decision to do this. What the hell was I thinking when I dared say yes?”“Desperation, that could explain it, also when we find ourselves in a bind we look for a way out and that is exactly what you were looking

As time goes by and you start to grow, some ideas that you had at a certain moment become others, they are transformed, some are discarded and no longer exist or they stop having that sense that you saw before, but there are issues that they remain intact in your head even over the years and one of them is the happy and pleasant moments that you live next to the people who matter most to you. There is no substitute for the joy that comes from being around people who love you and give you the same support and love.What happens when you lose all that and you only have the memories?Some people think that living no longer makes sense, but a second becomes a minute and the minutes form the hours and then the pain inhabits the days and in you, however you can continue living.It is possible to go ahead with proper determination.Flashback.Victoria was only five and a half years old when her parents first took her to the beach, she couldn't believe there was so much water in one place; an

He woke up in a hospital room, feeling like his head was aching terribly. Everything in that room was white, like it was out of a movie, it was white as snow. She felt like the star of a tape, in pain, although she also compared it to a nightmare, she just wanted to be okay and go back to the flat. It took him a while to locate himself in the events of the present and when he did, he painfully remembered what was happening. She didn't start crying, she was in shock, and with the slightest movement her head hurt a lot, so it's better not to.He looked everywhere hoping to find someone, to be able to get an answer and stop being in the complete confusion, it wasn't like that. I was alone in that room. The smell of disinfectant also became a bit unpleasant.He moved a little and managed to see Amina outside talking to someone on the phone. He sighed and moved again, but his head hurt a little more, so he tried to get up after a while, but extremely slowly in order to feel as little pain

"I can stay with you?""Yes, come" He lay down next to her, Rashid had no problem allowing him to be there. In fact, he felt a certain comfort with her at his side.“I can't sleep, and I know you can't either. I thought maybe I can fall asleep if I'm with you" he added."I'm not an inducement or anything" he whispered."I think so"“You are being very sweet. Because?"“You need someone, and I am that person. That's why, Rasheed. And I think that you are an encouragement, I always manage to be calm if you are there, I could not do it without you"“I don't know how I could be calm, I myself know that I am a disaster. I really, wholeheartedly want to thank you for being there, do you know where I would be now?"Where?"“In some bar in the city, in a club, ridiculously trying to cope with the situation in the worst way, with alcohol and more alcohol. And I know it's not the right way, it wouldn't help me at all. Instead, you are doing it. Sometimes I think you're magical"“I am flesh and

"It looks really good, really" They both stayed for another long while talking about trivial matters and the subject of the girl Amina's university also came up. To tell the truth, her studies were going too well for her and if everything continued in the same course, she would soon become an outstanding professional, surely graduating with honors. Victoria felt enormous happiness in her chest every time she heard her talk about the university with such pride. If I also felt that need to achieve your dreams, I knew that after a few months she could also start studying at the university and achieve her goals. For now that future seemed a bit distant and the dream was distorted every time she thought about the moment she would have to give birth to a baby that she would have to hand over to the Arab.“I am not going to deny that sometimes it is a bit difficult to keep up, but every time I see a good grade or grade, I know that it has been worth the effort and the sleepless nights that I